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Past, present, or future: where will you spend your last days?

4/30/2019

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​I’ve written about Anne Parrish’s 1938 novel Mr. Despondency’s Daughter once or twice before. It’s one of her most haunting stories, narrated by an aging woman suffering from the early stirrings of dementia, and it’s been sitting on my desk for months, awaiting a reread.
 
But just the other day, while searching in vain for a letter I’d filed carefully in one stack of papers or another, I noticed a Post-it note peeking out of the bottom of this particular volume, flagging page 174. I reread the page, wondering why I’d so marked it (I don’t write in these precious old books, as difficult as they can be to find and as costly as they are becoming). And there, towards the bottom of the page, I found the passage that had no doubt arrested my attention, part of the narrator's commentary on her relationship with old friend Caroline:
"I am hard with her. I let myself be irritated by the way she rubs her nose or clears her throat or leaves her spoon in her cup. But the hardness of my heart is my only protection against more pity than I dare feel, and it is a thin shell.

“Yet we can say to one another, ‘Do you remember?’ And because so much that is real to me is real to no one else now, but Caroline, she will always be dear to me.” ​
I see this phenomenon all the time with my elderly friends at the nursing home. Too often, they are the last of their generations. They may have children and grandchildren and younger friends galore. But their parents are long gone. Their spouses and siblings have died, one by one. And now even distant cousins and mere acquaintances are vanishing into eternity.
 
One old friend of mine was so longing for shared memory that she even cultivated a relationship with a second cousin whom she had actively disliked her whole life. “She was so wild and stuck up,” my friend explained. “She never gave me the time of day, so I ignored her too.”
 
But things are different now.
 
“Everyone else is gone," she said, "and we only have each other. We haven’t seen each other in over 60 years, but we talk on the phone every Sunday now, and we’ve become friends. We don’t have anything left in this life but our memories, you know, and at least we can talk about those.”
 
I suppose there are a number of lessons here for those of us who are getting up there in years.
 
For instance, by all means stay in touch with as many of your old friends and relatives as possible, if you’d like to be able to spend at least a little time dwelling in a happy past.  
 
More important, put some effort into making new friends, and new memories, as long as you’re physically and mentally able to do so.
 
But most important of all, get right with the God of the Bible. Then educate yourself on what He has promised about eternity. That way, you’ll be able to dispel every threat of loneliness with prompt reminders that, yes indeed, the best is yet to come. 
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Ron Whited
5/2/2019 05:13:59 am

A lot of wisdom in this post Kitty. The older I get, the more this resonates with me.

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Kitty Foth-Regner link
5/2/2019 06:08:55 am

There's a lot of wisdom in these old books, Ron -- too bad that they're not overtly Christian (although by virtue of their eras, faith on some level is assumed for many characters). Too bad, too, that they probably wouldn't appeal much to men. I wonder if anyone was writing men's novels in those days? If so, they'd probably be clean, violence-free and filled with wisdom for godly living and leadership.

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    I'm a follower of Jesus Christ, a freelance copywriter, a nursing-home volunteer, and the author of books both in-process and published -- including
    Heaven Without Her.

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